Hey =)

It’s really quite in the house right now. I like the peace. There’s something about  a silent house that gives you endless thinking time. I’ve been thinking a lot, too, which is handy for times like this. I’m kind of restless tonight. Well... I have been since the week began. It may be because of Challenge, it may not. I mainly feel restless about being here in Kirksville right now. As summer came, I was so excited to have time for relaxation and doing things I normally can’t do during school. Things like sleep, for example. I’ve been loving it! But now I’m to the point where I’m ready to get back doing something. Really anything, quite frankly. Working with the bible study girls isn’t really too exciting for me personally right now, and I honestly feel like everyone’s kind of dry at the moment. It gets discouraging, I admit it. I want to see change.. and that doesn’t happen overnight. It’s something I must persevere through--no matter how challenging or time consuming it may be at times. Forward motion is harder than it seems...

One day away from a two week road trip. It couldn’t come at a better time, quite frankly. Adam and I leave bright and early Thursday morning for Columbus, Ohio. From there, we’ll snatch the twins from Challenge and head for Michigan for a family reunion. It’ll be a tad over 20 hours on the road straight. I’ll enjoy it for sure, but it will definitely be draining. It’s going to be the longest road trip I’ve taken with Adam--just the two of us. I’m stoked. I’m also beyond excited to see Arie again. I can’t believe how much I’ve missed her the last few days. I also can’t believe how much I miss others that went on the trip too, when it’s only been a short time since I’ve seen them, as well. I depend on them so much during my day for smiles, laughter, encouragement. And it’s something I’ve had to specifically run to Jesus with instead of them. It’s hard, I admit. Not having a physical presence of encouragement when I need it. That’s the one need God doesn’t directly meet. And at times, it’s hard. Yeah, He brings people into my life that will physically encourage me, being His mouth speaking to me or His arms holding me. This week it’s been a little more difficult to see. He is present, though. And He always provides. Jehovah Jirah. 

I wish I had the will power (and brain power) to stay up and keep writing tonight. I’ll probably write a bit tomorrow before the big trip day. If you’re reading these rambling thoughts, thanks. You’re a divinely cool cat.

Going to bed now,

Ally